Wednesday, October 06, 2004
God is good,
all the time.
Most high praise to the Lord, my God.
For all the papers I've sat so far,I give thanks. They all turned out to be good and manageable! xD Especially today's paper. Physics was good but I got a shocked in my life when I saw the word "Biology" instead of the full phrase that says "Science [Physics, Biology]". For a moment I thought that Biology was first and I didn't even study finish the reproduction part. But when I flipped open the paper,thank God,it was Physics! Haha. Guess that was the result of being too anxious. Biology paper was good too. (: For the things that I've studied, it came out. And for those that didn't come out, I finally understood it. :D
Was feeling panicky during the 1hr break before the F&N paper.Nearly cried because I didn't manage to get any knowledge into my brain. But thank God for Clarence. He calmed me down by feeding my brain with what I have to know about the methods of cooking. Afterall, he is also a caring guy,no? And this is the very first time I see him not confidence in F&N paper. But still, I want to thank God for F&N paper. Though I didn't study that much,it turned out to be a pretty good paper. (: At least those topics that I attempted, it came out! :D
This afternoon, as I pondered over how I would score for my N level, the thought of not being promoted to Sec 5 sank into my heart again. Again, I felt lost and I wanted to cry. But no, I didn't. I remembered this text which says "Im so sure tt God is working within us. Let God into ur N levels! I believe with all my heart He's truly with u... You'll be able 2 do ur best, so strive on! :D" and because of this text that I've kept in my inbox, I will trust God all the way, even my results. I will learn from Jian Cong of how much he had trusted God when he took his 'N' last year, and how faithful God has been in bringing him to take 'O'.
Something that affects me a lot now is my black cat. She keeps vomitting and she gives out sound that sounded so fierce, so distant. I admit that I cried over the thought that she might die. She has been...such a great cat and has become a part of my life. ...Sigh. ):
her:: God's here,just beside you. Let Him hold you and sail through the storm together with Him. (:
And I will stand here, lost in Your love
And I will worship, forever more
And I will stand here, ever again
And I will worship, forever more
maoed.]
at 8:50 PM
